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Thursday, August 06, 2009

The Latency of Promises, Pt. 2

For those who aren't aware (hehe as if...), I became interested more deeply in biological-science...when I was forced to accept the realities of M. S.

But one of the obvious realities wasn't apparent to me for years after those initial events occurred...something I neglected to consider about my revised typing-strategy of using my minimally-affected-side for EVERYTHING, was (and is) the spectre of waning interest.

I've been a prolific writer since high-school...but now I find that the FUNCTIONAL-paralysis wasn't nearly so hard to overcome as IS the tedium of life-in-general...COUPLED WITH THE DISABILITIES I experience daily...it has more recently been these "secondary" effects of living with Multiple Sclerosis [for 5 years] that have been catching up with me.

But I find that life-in-general gets to people...I just wonder what all the hubbub is about outside of my waning influence ;)

2 Comments:

At Sunday, August 23, 2009, Anonymous James Carpenter said...

glad to see you are writing again -wish I had something to cheer you
I don't.
It must be hard to live inside your head with your body so un-co-operative.
-just a word from an old friend
-thou I can never know.
I am still listening
Love -JC

 
At Tuesday, October 13, 2009, Blogger mattergy said...

Thanks, James...just reading kind-words from an old friend heals a world of failing/failed endeavors...humbling isn't so awful...and you're right...better to save cheering for those you can know
--Matt

 

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